Man, church was good today! Worship was awesome! Anointed! It was nice. Pastor’s message was right to me. Spoke to me like you wouldn’t believe. I wish I took better notes to maybe convey some of what blessed me so… but I didn’t. And I wouldn’t even begin to do it justice. But it spoke right into my life, my situation.

Anyways.

So during worship. Singing the song… uh…with the phrase in it ‘all I need is you.’ And that is my hearts cry. It really is. I’m so willing to go and do what ever He wants me to do. I swear it is like engraved on my heart or something. Which is really cool.

But here’s what I realized during worship. And I kinda find it hard to wrap my brain around. My personal relationship with Jesus is soooo far from where it needs to be. (Yes, I know it will never be perfect, that’s not what I’m talking about.) I just came to the realization that… the amount of time I spend with Him is practically nil. Reading His word, talking to Him… practically nil. Granted I do almost always have worship music on and I get into it.

But here is the kicker… for those of you that know me. You know that God has been doing some interesting things in my life in the last year. It’s incredible. I’m blown away with how far He has brought me in the last year. I’m so unbelievably blessed.

He has taken this vessel that while I am willing, I don’t seek Him in the way I should, I don’t spend time with Him the way I should, I don’t read His word the way I should. And yet He is moving and working in my life. He is leading me. Molding me, shaping me into the woman of God that He created me to be. So the question is… if I put more effort into my relationship with Him… where would I be?

Blessings Ya’ll!